A Curse

Lyrics and music by: Kori Eryn

written on October 23, 2008

curse these past lives i've lived in this same body

because i can't live them down...

let's see if this will bring closure

because time alone won't change my mind...

let's play pretend for just a quick moment

to see where life would take us

and if our hearts would break us like this....

what do you have to say for yourself?

am i alone when i say we failed?

old habits die hard...

can we be friends if i say i'm gone?

i wish that you had something to say?

'cause old habits die hard....

so...let's play pretend for just a quick moment

to see where life would take us

and if our hearts would break us like this....

oh, oh, oh, i don't know...

where life would take us and if our hearts would break us like this

find me here bracing for the impact

you are this runaway train that i never jumped off of

so...let's play pretend for just a quick moment

to see where life would take us

and if our hearts would break us like this...

if i made a movie

lyrics and music by Kori Eryn:

written october 22, 2008

if i made a movie they wouldn't talk

they wouldn't know where to begin

but haunting like a memory - the soundtrack would roll.

everyone says they know best

but i know better than myself

'cause when i say it, i switch out the "best" for "nothing".

i know that when i say it is wrong - it's not always wrong

i know that when i say it is right - it's not always right

....pushed aside.....

in my movie - there would be no script

you would hear them cry through violins.

and i wonder why things are the way they've been...

you could have told me all along that i was dumb

i took my anger out on the ones i love

i can be so blind

all i have up in the air....

silly...darling...who'm i kidding?

i would wait for indecision to take me away

silly...darling...who would listen?

i've got rug burn on both my knees

from two separate scenes....

was it him or was it you who took me and let me stay?....